When it all goes down

I will be the first to admit that I've made a million mistakes that I wouldn't call regrets but if there were any chance to go back and redo some of this shit I wouldn't think twice. Life has a way of bringing you to a place where all you have left is reflection and choice,reflection on the choices that we've made and the choice to move forward without the clouded judgement of what could have been. So many things we do in our daily lives that we ourselves look to as mediocre as well as others around us. It's important as a lover of ones self that we take pride in each and every thing that we do,no matter how small it may be,because everyone won't go on to do big or great things in their lives and sometimes chasing that big or great happening we let life pass us by. People always seem to be fixated with/on how much? how big? how many? keeping score instead of appreciating and embracing the fact that nothing is owed to us or obligated by us . To see good is impossible when your always looking for,hoping for or expecting more,and comparing this to that. As an individual I try and stress the word try to separate my feelings of not being good enough compared to that other persons accomplishments.That my feelings of wanting to do better for myself and where I'm at,at this point doesn't discourage me from trying to do better. We all have to start from somewhere, and unfortunately most of us from the bottom. More Than Words,it's easy to become successful and hoard this for yourself,but how about helping others to get there? I know I would