Ain’t That Something

Damn I miss you;but I cannot and would not ever want to go back,I ask myself the question how can I see what’s down if I’m always looking up?. Reverse has its purpose,but not in moving forward. Sometimes it does hurt,but I find most of my pain to be self inflicted. A series of happy moments,sad moments,my triumphs,my misadventures have brought me to the place that I am at in my life,the person that I am at this point,but my desire to want more,be better will never let me be content with less than what I think I deserve and can be.